26Dic
Solo pienso esto….
No puedo vocalizar todo lo que pienso porque mi voz siempre ha sido prisionera de
01Mar
Ignored
I´m invisible to the very eye that sees me I´m but no one to you
15Sep
The lights are dimming
I thought I didn´t have any tears left I thought I had said goodbye to
15Sep
My every life belongs to you
My every breath from now on belongs to you My every thought only of you
15Sep
Tingly feeling
If that little tingly feeling inside me fades will so my love? You are the
15Sep
Thoughts are my weapons
The military of thoughts is pounding at my door I run for cover and look
15Sep
Caress you
Allow my thoughts to caress you Allow my eyes to see Feel my voice Make
02Oct
The lights are dimming
I thought I didn´t have any tears leftI thought I had said goodbye to the
26Jun
I think out of fear
I think out of fear for you my loveBecause so deep is my love for
04Jun
It is with everything I have
It is with fear that I sense thisIt is with ecstasy that I hear thisIt
12Feb
Still in darkness
I´m still in the darkness as I wait for you I simply wait although you
11Sep
A delicious torture
A delicious torture I live for you A passion that unsettles I live for you
11Sep
Too much noise all around
Too much noise all aroundI just can´t stop the movement in my mindYou are all
07Sep
Our view of love
From my view everything is where it should beFinally at peace within I look from
20Jul
Saying goodbye
How many times must one say goodbye to love? When you barely get to say
02Abr
We do it again
Again and again we do it again The first time so funny The last time
22Mar
Life is the key
I say what I feel And I write what it means The secret code broken
17Mar
There is time for it all
No time for surprises All is but gone To hell with the truth Become one
16Mar
The web that they keep
Loneliness drove your heart to me I made you feel secure That is all you
15Mar
Answer me now!
The pain is now gone And I can see clearly now Since the fog disappeared
14Mar
Love? What is love?
How could I stop? When love is so strong How can I go on? When
10Mar
Accept who I´m
You don´t have to understand what I have become You don´t have to laugh at
09Mar
All is all it´s a life
Am I wrong to want to be right to myself? Is it selfish to want
02Mar
You by my side
Envision my life with you by my side I forget about you with visions of
29Feb
Nothing I say
Nothing I feel A calm numbness covers my flesh Sadness but why? Fear from what?
23Feb
My dream will end with you
The sadness that I feel Helps me understand the love within My power I have
18Feb
Not for you and me
No more love to hide The strength I have inside Hurt to see you I´m
30Ene
The beginning and the end
I keep waiting for the end, I keep thinking on how you will say goodbye,
29Ene
The sessions of the night
The fact you must ask The reason you know why The feelings left behind The
28Ene
The truth to it all
For hours we caressed each other Made love to our minds Fought to surrender and
15Ene
Gather my strength
The pain of the past hurts deep within I´m losing myself My anger is old
14Ene
Leftover time
The days they add up So fast they are gone The smile on my face
13Ene
I dare you to stay
A dare I did give The truth you once chose It´s hard to pretend You
12Ene
I warned you
A warning I gave your heart I knew well the time we did share So
11Ene
Tomorrow is here
Time I spent losing myself The itch of the night The breeze through the crack
04Ene
A ring on my finger
A ring on my finger on the night of my death Asleep I had been
30Dic
Times
With not much time I hide from time I whisper words And hope to find
23Dic
Not enough words
There are not enough words or extensive vocabulary to describe what I feel for you.
18Dic
It´s tempting
The taste of the sorrow Is strong and it´s tempting The taste of your love
17Dic
Our love has gone
As the night draws near I know it is the end This fantasy of mine
16Dic
It´s what it is
I take it for what it is at the moment Nothing more nothing less I
14Dic
I know who you are
A wish may come true A dream will arrive The time and the place I
30Nov
It chatters me
So many times this feeling comes to my heart And I allow it to take
27Nov
Before I knew it
Before I knew it It happened There you were tall and frightened Shaking you entered
25Nov
I tried
Not there! I don´t see it I don´t feel it I don´t hear it And
24Nov
I will wait
A long time must pass before I attempt to try to even explain To even
20Nov
I swallow each tear
Tears gushed out of my eyes and tried to drown me But I knew them
19Nov
It´s been a good run
There´s nothing left to give I´m empty You have emptied my life You have drained
18Nov
You have my heart
I lost my perspective I could still see your kind heart reach out for me
17Nov
I wait and wonder
Stapled to the side of the road I remember thinking Is that all? I crossed
16Nov
Forget the past
Remember what you said to me Sitting in front you pulled me near You hugged
15Nov
I´m not here
I must go on I must not stop Within my mind I stop and think
13Nov
I see my pain
With passion flowing It´s in your eyes I see my pain So hard you touch
12Nov
So much passion
With so much passion I brush with destiny I clean the hand of time and
10Nov
Hide from me
What is it I see? What is it I hear? So clearly I see the
09Nov
Soon
Soon you will find the hidden place Where you will find the kindred who The
06Nov
Time
With not much time I hide from time I whisper words And hope to
05Nov
Fall from the sky
Hurry and fall from the sky I´m here to catch you Your fall I break
04Nov
I know the sound
Magic queens in the night A cloud in the mist of the fog In the
03Nov
I think to be the end
When the thought stops I must wonder why Did I stop thinking? Or, am I
02Nov
They view me from the out
Who am I kidding? Am I doing it more for them than for me? They
30Oct
I wish you weren´t you
As I sit here I wonder what it is about you that scares me What
29Oct
I just want to end
With hate in my heart I force myself to write With love in my soul
29Oct
You suck
It just took a phone call One simple connection For me to know the real
28Oct
How I feel
I hope you don´t remember It´s easier that way It´s fine and it´s cool I
27Oct
The fear and the hate
Who will be first? Will that be a sign? I know in my heart Who´s
26Oct
The past is the past
You rather live with anger Forgive me not now You wait for the cause The
23Oct
I hear what you say
I hear what you say When I think it´s over I resolve my last dreams
20Oct
Why do you care?
Why do you care? Where should I hide? The words were once spoken And reality
18Oct
So many things to say
Knowing where I have been There are no questions left to be answered Knowing where
15Sep
Knock me out
Like a regular pain I will eat pills For the ache But I may need
14Sep
You foolish soul
You foolish soul You think you are so bright So wrong you are You want
13Sep
My heart stops beating
Just one little poem I deliver With nothing left to say The empty pages of
12Sep
Ever again
I stepped in You welcomed me I knew I was in It wasn´t long before
11Sep
I will have to let go
Empty heart sits in my hand so I´m done with my words once again It´s
10Sep
You give me thoughts
It´s like the never ending missing I must endure You give me thoughts I write
10Sep
You
I cry and I think of you I laugh and I think of you I´m
09Sep
That feeling lost
If it hasn’t come back That feeling lost It may never have been there How
08Sep
Our life ends
The unknown I don´t know You don´t know It is what keeps me alive When
07Sep
Always the last to know
Always the last to know When is really the first to go
06Sep
Summertime, in my life
Summertime, in my life Seems too hot to handle Although the sun is out I´m
05Sep
Third time´s a charm
Third time´s a charm You forgot once Repeated twice And decided against the last I´m
04Sep
The day I left you is the day I became a murderer
I murdered our love I murdered our hope I murdered our life My crime was
02Sep
I kiss you
I kiss you and I forget the worldI kiss you and I remember my purposeI
02Sep
The storm inside me
The storm outside I feel is the torment inside me The lighting I see shining
01Sep
My heart does skip a beat
My heart does skip a beat for every time I see youMy body does yearn
31Ago
Not what I thought
In the shower a ring, a proposal I thought But in the slip of the
30Ago
In the trance of my life
Surely you will not deny me this thoughtThis one simple thought that guides me through
30Ago
My dark cold little world
A new world of color I see it all around I of course remain in
29Ago
Simple thoughts
My simple thoughts are sad to me They are such simple thoughts A simplistic point
28Ago
Sweet words won’t help
Do you think about what you are doing? Sweet words won’t help They sugar me
27Ago
I want answers
I want answers Not any time soon I don´t want him to know My state
26Ago
I still owe love
I buy your love Spend my whole life savings Of my own love Your price
25Ago
I wait for love
Moments repeated in time as the days pass by The wasted life we share Continuous
24Ago
The meaning of life
The meaning of life I have finally figured out the meaning of life Wait We
23Ago
Wake up your senses
Loud pounding in my head On purpose the sound enters my heart And wakes up
22Ago
Nothing
The words have completely left me alone once again maybe until the end of time
21Ago
Come and gone
So long ago everything seems So many passages of time I had I remember my
20Ago
Where am I?
I´m not here Somewhere else I´m Have always been I don´t know where is where
19Ago
Hollywood lie
Hollywood where are you now? Where did you hide those pitiful souls? The cries that
18Ago
So long a life
Welcome back so long a time Nothing new Nothing old I´m here to welcome you
17Ago
Musical Genius
Musical genius stirs up my brain From the moment we met I have never been
16Ago
Short existence
Such a short existence I have led To peace with my heart To way with
15Ago
An empty mind where are you?
An empty mind where are you? I have kept you away and now that I
14Ago
So be it
This is the end Ending fast Soft and hard Fast and slow Give me more
13Ago
Some worlds in my words of passion
Some worlds in my words of passion I use my mind and hold my thoughts
12Ago
To wait for you
Inner strength again in me to wait for love To wait for me Here I´m
11Ago
I get what I deserve
I get what I deserve Willing to conform to that which I have chosen I
11Ago
You have returned everything to me..
You have returned the world to meThe joy I once knewThe love I once hadThe
10Ago
The life we lead
Alive full of life I feel I feel every touch Smell every scent Taste every
09Ago
I hear the echo of your mind
I could never be left alone by myself in the bottom of the ocean An
08Ago
Who is near?
When I´m near the one who´s here The one away is who is near Then
07Ago
So what?
Now you have my love Now what? What do you want? I gave you hope
06Ago
So long a list
Realization of lists of life Perfection seeked.. Destruction found.. So long a list Such empty
05Ago
Wait for me to lie
I know so well when you lie Just as you know when I´m saying the
04Ago
Love will succeed the test of time
In this one moment and stand of time My strength is weakened My spirits high
03Ago
I´m the truth you seek
I can´t but cry when I think of you I weep at the thought of
02Ago
With him in mind
Not only does he take all my warm love away But he pulls thoughts from
01Ago
It makes me mad
As if I didn´t know what was happening I´m so aware Never have I been
30Jul
What do I have left?
What is left for me? A cracked heart? A broken dream? A tortured mind? A
30Jul
Preacher of the night
Don´t bother Don´t wait I don´t care and I won’t call you preacher of the
29Jul
I hate to love you
So many I love you´s I have wasted Better start with hate That won’t be
28Jul
To no reaction
To feel you near me I was so close your body near Your heart so
27Jul
The thought of you made me cry
I gasped for air and continued to cry I thought of you and continued to
26Jul
Start believing
I love you, so clear and slow You repeated I love you, so confident and
25Jul
I don´t want your power
You sat in front of me and flashed me sight of your power Such great
24Jul
It will be the same
I pretend to hear you cry and I laugh at the reason why This cruel
23Jul
Why keep me alive
I have denied all my senses of all my passions, therefore I´m dead I have
22Jul
You left me empty
If I know it will never be why then do I try so hard? Am
21Jul
You are not the same
I continue as if nothing has changed As if I was still the same I
20Jul
My life began again
As I jumped the Retiro fence my life began againI felt alive for the very
20Jul
Feelings that ache
I hurt not just physically but mentally and spiritually I hurt deeply and long I
19Jul
Burn
Burn From the flames I will rise and I will return Burn The heat will
18Jul
Do you love me?
No more excuses No more lies No more No more There is no other choice
16Jul
I´m not crazy
I´m not crazy A scared little shit I´m My way My dreams And only my
15Jul
My thoughts are cute?
So cute he said to my work of art My soul on paper How cute
14Jul
I love you, I hurt you
I hurt you I hurt him too I hurt them I cry for you I
13Jul
Sing and be still
Demanding words are rare to find In this place I dare call mine I´m not
12Jul
Early rise to be with you
So early I rise to want to be with you Throughout the night only moments
11Jul
Nothing surprises
Softly in messy words such unusual deep meanings Not surprised I continued to explore Nothing
10Jul
We are not one but all
A woman to you I´m A woman I feel for you A girl I´m A
09Jul
Waited, spoke
Today a challenge won I used the key to open the door Not afraid I
08Jul
The story in sequence
I try to tell a story but only part of the chapter appears Sometimes the
07Jul
A happy compromise
It is exhausting to let it all out Yet worst to keep it in A
06Jul
I will live the life she lost
I was happy until I met him so she said to me With tears in
05Jul
Preparing my soul to soar
Without a motion I sat and pondered What was it that made me still? Something
04Jul
Forced to be
Forced to be Has made me be Not strong Not kind Not evil Made me,
03Jul
I´m safe
The rope around my neck will no longer threaten my will The chair under me
02Jul
Stop and then continue
Knowing where to stop is the trick to it all Having the energy to continue
01Jul
Are you in pain?
So it will be.. I will continue to feel the words Every time I sit
30Jun
Friends we shall be
Friends we will be More we can be I´m ready to lead I´m ready for
29Jun
I follow the pattern
Always the same pattern I look and I cut and I paste and I sew
28Jun
Have I really come to my senses?
As I come to my senses everything seems crystal clear Like nothing before and nothing
27Jun
So long to figure it out
Sorry it took me so long to figure it out To find you to finally
26Jun
The last hour
The last hour where does it go? Travels around and returns it to us
25Jun
I rest all alone
Intoxication of the mind Soon the body follows Bringing the world to an end I
24Jun
Beautiful pictures in my mind
Beautiful pictures in my mind I must hide Never revealing the passion inside My hands
23Jun
Find me the way
Mentor of my dreams Guide of my life Spirit of my world God of my
22Jun
Once your inspiration
Once your inspiration Now your only salvation Endure the pain And enjoy the time
21Jun
When will it end?
As I close the nine year cycle I begin in the same foot There I
20Jun
Sorry for the truth
Sorry for the truth The truth is not the truth The truth is not I´m
19Jun
No more lies to tell
No feelings come to mind when I think of you and I I´m stunned by
18Jun
I never know the end
So long to you and I The fairy tale is gone The memories of the
17Jun
The whispers come at night
It´s only late at night the whispers come to mind No more wonders why No
16Jun
Figures in the night
Inspired by the night I quickly turn the light Focus on my eyes The pen
15Jun
As always I do
With the space that´s provided I must make my words fit Pressure to write To
14Jun
You will understand
So much yet to learn I can´t teach I can´t learn Any more than you
13Jun
It´s time to wait
It´s not so simple It´s crystal clear It´s not so easy It´s hidden close It´s
12Jun
The book of life
How quickly I turn the pages of the book of life How quickly I forget
11Jun
Our bodies had been ready
From the first night our bodies had been ready I let him take control while
10Jun
That is enough
Using others words sung in melody to let me know that´s how he feels He
09Jun
We could have been anywhere
There we were in the southernmost point in the world The night air flowing through
08Jun
My words of love
My voice is jealous of my hands for they feel my words The words I
07Jun
He is in love
He states he loves me and I know he does In his own way he
06Jun
The real truth
He asks, I listen I answer, he talks It doesn´t stop he wants the truth
05Jun
Be by my side
Never before and never again will you love me like that That wonderful day will
04Jun
Await the Spring
So eagerly I awaited the coming of spring so I may start anew Cleaning old
03Jun
No is my answer
A cold month to marry you in my mind I cannot say what will become
02Jun
Don´t let me go
Will you be so kind as to let me be forever yours? Will you let
01Jun
Find my soul
It will never be the same You think you know my mind You will never
31May
Time ticks now and it is all over
As the clock hit five I knew my destiny was over for now My beginning
30May
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to hurt you Oh wherever you are You so close to me,
29May
His scent will drown me in sorrow
I could still smell his scent on me It is engrained in my body Every
28May
The paint never dries
Dreams I painted are still wet waiting for the final touches The one I don´t
27May
I´m numb once again
The deep pain that I feel is encrusted With the deep happiness I know One
26May
I died with reason
I died with reason You will never know why What I felt died with me
25May
To be gone
Courage to go on Pretending to keep on To be gone
24May
Ditto to that
What can he offer you that I can´t? I hesitated for I wanted to give
23May
Morning is ended
Middle afternoon a beginning for me Tonight a middle for morning is ended
22May
I want you near me so I may die
I´m only guilty in mind not in spirit So my mind I must give away
21May
I know I love
He feels for me what I feel for you What do you feel? I want
20May
No time for that now
As easy as it seems I have used up so much time and energy Day
19May
Worst regret
Would you rather be my worst regret? Or my true love? Only one can you
18May
Listen to me
No one seems to want to listen They hear me but they don´t listen All
17May
Who is who?
I choose the one who will be hurt the most I don´t dare let them
16May
Emotions will overcome
Nothing new in your voice old thoughts still wonder and await my response The one
15May
Darkness in my life
Silence in the night Darkness in my life Voices in my head eagerly await Sunshine
14May
The lights of my life
As I speed thought the green, the yellow is near which means the red in
13May
Tell me the truth
So I listen to the sound of your words and I rapidly feel what I
12May
I will be
I left you with memories objects and pain You left love honor and desire When
11May
You wondered why
You once asked me why? You wondered Why But never did you want me Why?
10May
The next day
Trembling past the shadow of the night I could for once see the light Scared
09May
It could be worst
It could be worst I could be dead It could be worst I could be
08May
Stop counting
To know how much time you have left You are faced with the decision to
06May
Why do I miss you so?
Oh why do I miss you so? Why do I yearn for your touch? Why
06May
Ready or not here I come
It is a big responsibility The one you are charged with You are willing and
05May
The sound of your voice and it is back
It is losing its meaning The deeper I look the softer I get The quicker
04May
I will continue…
Tired of it all I do continue And will continue because I know I could
03May
So detached I have become
So detached have I become I don’t even know who I belong to anymore The
02May
Hide your emotions
I sensed that lonely voice full of love reach out to me I could feel
01May
Lessons of life
Too fast did we learn the lessons of life.. So slow do we act upon
30Abr
The only way I have left
All of a sudden everything stopped No more to say But, for how long? I
29Abr
Give love for life
We can´t make up time, Or love, Or life The three things we die for
28Abr
From nowhere
From nowhere it suddenly flickered red Without a warning it began to spread
27Abr
Keep me by your side
Gold statue you look sad I had never noticed I know you hide Matches of
26Abr
Turn it off
Turn it on, don´t do anything Maybe enter Try it again Don´t touch anything Wait
25Abr
When can I expect you again?
When can I expect you again? Where? So I must wait Like always for you
24Abr
Pretend I´m having fun
Is it safe to say this is fun? I know it is now a game
23Abr
I don´t care who you are
Something tells me that this is nothing Always wondered what was nothing.. Now I know
22Abr
One reason was you
The only energy I have left is the one you gave me The one you
21Abr
They have loved us
Discipline and poverty is all we will offer Then on their own They will come
20Abr
I record all the visions
Strange illusions I foresee With this great mind of mine I see things I´m able
19Abr
Celibate wait
You remained true to me during time away from me Not touched by sin You
18Abr
Your true love
You deserve me more than anyone Do you believe? Not yet, I understand You think
17Abr
He is perfect
What time is it? I knew he would call And he did Playing beautiful music
16Abr
There is a way
There is nothing I rather do There is nothing I can do There is so
15Abr
Leave you I couldn´t
Only one perfect memory is to enter my mind That night in your room Awake
14Abr
It is a gift
I now know it is a gift A wonderful outlet for my soul Who should
13Abr
Together in compromise
If all sounds had color what color would they be? What would hate be? I
12Abr
I could always hear it
A hum low.. I could only hear it If only I could see it And
11Abr
More than enough
Sun light Moon light Candle light Not enough for me Shine your love on me
10Abr
Silly of me
Silly me thinking I meant something to him Smart me leaving
09Abr
A simple sign
A simple sign may be too complicated for him There is nothing else I can
08Abr
I thought about you
Inspired by the night and the cold breeze I thought about you Surprised by my
07Abr
The phone rings
Waiting by the phone I ask myself where you are And why you´re there The
07Abr
My heart stood alone
I knew that would be our last chance Meeting in silence We both knew the
06Abr
Unforgettable you
Your memory will live in me Unforgettable you Your smile I will recognize Your eyes
05Abr
Walk away
You sit there calmly looking into my eyes Wondering what I´m thinking Waiting for my
04Abr
I will continue…
Tired of it all I do continue And will continue because I know I could
04Abr
Wrong emotions
Cold, alone, hungry, in pain, in sorrow But Happy Hot, loved, full, in heaven, in
03Abr
I hear the wind
Everyone’s voice is the same now, Then years pass and it all changes People grow,
02Abr
Kiss me
The love I have given you, you will never forget My kiss you will never
01Abr
I adore you
Impossible scars of the soul which will never fade, Remind me of the promise you
31Mar
Torture myself
Why do I torture myself? I miss you but I don´t know why I don´t
30Mar
Love any way I can
I understand love in two languages Two different worlds that are separate yet tie me
29Mar
What flower am I?
In the bouquet of flowers you sent me who am I? The Roses? The Lilies?
28Mar
Who are you?
You act stronger that you are You talk louder than you whisper Softer than a
27Mar
The scar of our love
Every woman before me left her mark on you The scars are the proof All
26Mar
The cup of life
Muddy water it is The cup is all it brings The warmth is all I
25Mar
My life, your life
The divine trinity prays on the day you will be mine I watch you clearly
24Mar
Not enough
A yawn late at night opens my lungs And allows your air in I´m not
23Mar
A puddle of love at my feet
All I have now are tearsThey roll down my faceThey slowly begin to leave meLike
23Mar
Crime you have given me
The half-filled cup drained all the sorrows I dare not drink from the blood you
22Mar
I wonder
I wonder if you’re thinking out loud of me I do, think At the same
21Mar
She talks, talks
She talks, talks about her life Not much of a life She talks, talks Repeating
20Mar
I´m condemned by your love
As the time pases I´m not sure if I´m closer or further away from you
20Mar
There is only one place in my world
See the palace Go there Begin anew Come here End the old There is only
19Mar
Not a word too soon
So he makes one final attempt to win my love To steal my heart Nothing
18Mar
Hold me there
When I finally finish counting the days I will be there Oh great land of
17Mar
Harmony of the song
I know they´re far away I hear them talk They talk to me in beautiful
16Mar
The melody of my heart
Music in my heart collecting dust I hear it every day in the beating of
15Mar
I have wings
How can I express words that have not been born? How can I fly when
14Mar
The wind howls
The wind howls because it knows it has no place left to go I hear
13Mar
So fast it will be gone
The solid waste of the material mess I hold on to my waste Soon I
12Mar
Birth into the new world
When you enter that old house of yours for the last time You will enter
11Mar
Moments
Moments in time when you know you have all you need All the power in
10Mar
What will be revealed?
If not careful It will be revealed If not accurate It will not show If
09Mar
Which one should I choose?
One more time before I go Just one more time Concentrate and take good notes
08Mar
Solitude taught me well
He motivated my anger So deep I began my journey Never before had I embarked
07Mar
You don´t understand
Seriously doubt you could ever understand I don’t need to see your way I could
06Mar
Broken heart
So I made him cry What a task So I made him love me What
05Mar
Must think about tomorrow
My hand won’t move It is me who is ready now No more excuses Frightened
04Mar
This is how I feel about you
Lead me now for I´m willing Breathe slowly allowing everything in As I let go
03Mar
As the cyle ends
As the cycle ends and the new one begins I must gather all my belongings
02Mar
Written before its time
Written before its time My hands foretold my future I write with a blindfold
01Mar
I want to tell you everything
Once I start I want to keep on telling you everything that is on my
28Feb
I only feel looks
She only looks at me with the only look she knows I try and look
27Feb
I love you is all he could say
I love you is all he could say as they pulled him from me The
26Feb
I know you
Old memories bring new beginnings I was here You were there Not knowing why We
25Feb
The right thing
I must do the right thing always the right thing When I end I do
24Feb
Begin without a dream
Never would I have imagined such a life of importance given to me by the
23Feb
Love is beyond the surface
What is wrong with you? They say I guess they have never seen a
23Feb
I now know the truth
All I wanted to do was laugh Why? What was so terribly funny? Not fair
22Feb
A scared little boy
A scared little boy not wanting to scream visits the lost graveyard Not recognizing the
21Feb
Do you question my love?
For the shadows of the night to recognize us we must be still We must
20Feb
Indulge me if you will
Indulge me if you will in your whimsical thoughts Love me if you will in
19Feb
Moonlight looked upon me tonight
Moonlight looked upon me tonight and it spoke It called my name and through the
18Feb
Invisible Veil
As the invisible veil lifts from my face I’m free I´m free to see the
17Feb
Help me…
I hurt like I have never hurtI cry like I have never criedEach tearTears my
17Feb
I wait and wonder
No communication I wait and wonder with only a promise I wait and wonder This
16Feb
I´m broken once again
To miss you is to miss part of your being Part of your cellsPart of
15Feb
You are my missing link
You are my missing linkThe one I have been searching forLifetimes of looking deep into everyones
15Feb
Sentiments run high like the river
Sentiments run high like the river that reminds me of our last goodbye It was
14Feb
We sat in that red room
We sat in that red room That room which will remain forever ours Unsure up
13Feb
I said goodbye you said Hello
Again that electricity Make it stop I can´t take it anymore It makes me high
12Feb
Our world is spinning
The world is spinning and I´m standing still with you We could feel the earth
11Feb
24/7 you say
How many minutes must pass by to be able to try to control what I´m
10Feb
A lifetime of searching
Nothing more I need nothing more After so many nights of loneliness After so many
09Feb
Silence of the night
In the silence of the night I hear your heartbeat I smell your scent I
08Feb
Sadness overtakes me
Sadness overtakes me It leaves me hanging by a thread It leaves me empty inside
08Feb
I´m aware
A circle of rapture Things I see every day With the feeling of the night
07Feb
I´m afraid
I continually amaze myself Others amaze me It can all be gone so easily I´m
06Feb
No more questions left to answer
No more questions left to answer I begin now searching for that other part of
05Feb
So it will be forever
So it will be forever No more looking back No place left to search Beauty
04Feb
Life, energy and love
How wonderful it is to finally be aware of your true meaning Of your true
03Feb
Your words are safe with me..
Your words are safe with me tucked inside the layers of my heart Deep within
03Feb
No one left
When there is nothing left to say I´m left with the dust of my imagination
02Feb
Struggle with the last thought
So, I struggle for a last thought One that will put me to sleep Dark
01Feb
Waiting for the dark
I would love to go to sleep, to not dream To wake up and not
31Ene
The beauty of it
It is from this moment on that I´m sure where I stand But only of
30Ene
One last thought of you..
Before I close my eyes and go to sleep One last thought of you One
30Ene
A simple glimpse
Not knowing where to turn I catch a glimpse of your peering eye The one
29Ene
It´s not up to me
Two souls, same feeling One mind, two hearts One choice, two decisions Who´s fair? Who´s
28Ene
Reflect on the past, reflect on the future
Just when I think I have everything figured out There is always something that captures
27Ene
Tears fell slowly from the sky
Tears fell slowly from the sky No reason Fear left my body Pain stayed awake
26Ene
Paths to follow
It is very easy to pick up the phone It is very difficult to let
25Ene
Strength within
Just remember time will pass, but love will not. Strength will build a wall and
23Ene
Step by Step
Step by step, hand by hand simple touches of your mindWith every word you speakWith
23Ene
My bright being
As I reach for the starts you lifted me up and convinced me I was
22Ene
I simply miss you
Never so simple have my words beenNever more meaningfulNever easier have they come to me
22Ene
The other side
Now I can´t stop, I must go on Who will tell me to stop? Who
22Ene
Perfect strangers
To some we are strangers To most we are perfect To tell of our story
21Ene
Words than run freely
We talked and the words ran freely Thoughts and ideas were there How and where
20Ene
Stop and think
It is when I stop and think that I´m blank I can´t force my thoughts
19Ene
The last breath
Full and green up in the air Not grounded yet not rooted Old yet never
17Ene
I knew I knew
When our lips first met I knew I knew themI had tasted them before, savored
16Ene
A trance into a new world
It seems you need to be in a trance to really feelTo be able to
16Ene
Tonight, Tonight it´s you and me tonight
Tonight, tonight, I keep hearing the lyrics to my favorite movie playing over and over
15Ene
Never Ending Thoughts
Is it love that is making my heart pound, my palms sweat, my whole body
13Ene
Restrain
To show restrain is to withhold the life I´m feeling for you, to continue to
11Ene
I´m aware
A circle of rapture Things I see every day With the feeling of the night
09Ene
No more questions left to answer
No more questions left to answer I begin now searching for that other part of
27Jul
My every life belongs to you
My every breath from now on belongs to you My every thought only of you
26Jul
Small hopes
Small hopes turn to big dreams which in turn come true
25Jul
Caress you
Allow my thoughts to caress you Allow my eyes to see Feel my voice
24Jul
Finding you again
Thinking of you Remembering you Finding you once again Loving you
23Jul
Thoughts are my weapons
The military of thoughts is pounding at my door I run for cover and look
22Jul
Tingly feeling
If that little tingly feeling inside me fades will so my love? You are the
21Jul
No mistake
No mistake There is no time no time to tell the truth Who is your
20Jul
Black were my thoughts
Black were my thoughts Clear as my life Happy I was Liar I´m Red are
19Jul
Not in love
Never having been in love now knowing that I have never been in love
18Jul
Raise me from the dead
What makes me so ready now? Have you really changed? No, it wasn’t cupid
17Jul
Time without you
When I finally see you I will know but do I know now? What
16Jul
The real life
Not realizing what I´m about to embark in I follow you I´m blind yet
14Jul
Words scare me
The choice of my words not only scare me But bring me up to
14Jul
Silence..
Silence will never stop the pounding in my head
12Jul
Answer the phone
Answer the phone Pray for the night Engage in the spread of the horrible day
11Jul
Choices
The good in him Is the bad in you The love for him Is
10Jul
Your world am I?
Your inspiration am I? My world you are Your love am I? My thoughts you
09Jul
Surprise, surprise, surprise
Fantasies in my mind I see colors bright as night Thunder of lighting creeps up
08Jul
Born too late
An era yet began Too late was I born Maybe then we could have met
07Jul
Hate is to fear love
Love, love, love Fear, fear Love Hate, hate, hate Fear, fear Hate Love, fear, hate
06Jul
To wait is to live
To wait is to begin imagination Where do I start? How long is the wait?
05Jul
Warm feelings
At last hope in the wink of a thought I realized the many meanings of
04Jul
Time once again
The beauty of it is the way I now see my past in the anger
03Jul
Somewhere inside me
Never admitting to what I really must endure I keep reaching for a hint of
02Jul
Was it?
It wasn’t the wind that made me realize there was movement It wasn’t the raindrops
01Jul
Pretending
When everything seems clear is when I begin to worry And to pretend everything
30Jun
Give me strengh
When will I be strong enough to confront the everyday situations that carry me away?
29Jun
Choices
It doesn´t matter which path I choose For when my journey is over I will
28Jun
Make up your mind
I don´t make sense not even to my poor inner being Who patiently waits for
27Jun
Enough with the promises
I promise I promise Next time it will be different I will change I won’t
26Jun
I´m not asleep
Slowly I close my eyes to see the clear picture of you In there you
25Jun
My heart skips a beat
My heart skips a beat For every time I end my love So long then
24Jun
The fall
As we fell, slowly he thanked me for going with him He kissed me and
24Jun
Stop beleving
I survive in the purgatory of hell I live in fear and hope Never to
22Jun
Fresh air
As sensation is awakened The body begins to feel and renew itself Clear of all
21Jun
Unknown secrets
It was the ring around the moon The clouds surrounded the pure light That
20Jun
Rules & decisions
No place left to hide No decisions left to make No more rules to follow
19Jun
Overpower in love
Overpower in love One moment is here One moment is gone It doesn’t have to
18Jun
Dark passion
Passion dark as night awakes The fear as strong as hate As does the white
18Jun
Wait
What do I wait for? But to wait for time I don´t have to wait
16Jun
Never
My heart beast fast And my thoughts grow faint I see the past And will
15Jun
Reminders
Everywhere I go the light shines on With a bittersweet taste of all the
14Jun
Survival
Since this moment on..No more happy wishes Only happy thoughts This deep dark world I
13Jun
Sorry
There is no different way of reliving the memories that came to be I repeated
12Jun
Anticipation
The anticipation of my action grows stronger and stronger As they hours grow deeper and
11Jun
Confusion, decision, fear
Confusion…or is it Decision….or Fear… The three demons in my life That tie me together
10Jun
Not enough time
Never enough time Yet there is enough anger & frustration Enough love & happiness With
10Jun
One last thought of you
Before I close my eyes and go to sleep One last thought of you One
09Jun
In love with you
So long So deep So far In love with you I´m TODAY Must wait Always
09Jun
Ecape
The Power of sin is greater than the power of love Which feels better? Sin
08Jun
Control
Control what you will So I remain in control I never use it I´m
07Jun
Deep, Deep, Deep
Deep Deep Deep This shallow earth will swallow you whole Once you enter this new
06Jun
Tell me you love me
Enough about me! How about you? Tell me your secrets Tell me your lies Tell
05Jun
Understand me
Don’t think I´m angry for writing my awful thoughts Think of it as a release
03Jun
Stay away
Cry away your tears Wash away your pain Forget away your troubles Laugh away your
02Jun
The here and now
Tomorrow a new beginning Today a memory The rain will wash away yesterday What is
01Jun
Don´t say it
If what you say is What you feel Then don´t say anything at all I
31May
Free at last
Nothing comes to mind All is away Free at last Free at last You captured
30May
The right answer
It took me so long to figure out no one had the answers I was
29May
Never again
Never again Will I allow my heart to fly out of my soul Into a
28May
No more pain
How could I describe how much pain I´m inI must first try to explain what
27May
Wondering thoughts
As I sit and listen to the sounds of my thoughtsMy mind wonders away to
26May
Difference in space
Numbers run awayWith the simple feelings That never reach enough volumeTo make a difference in
25May
Hidden soul
Skin and bones is not what hides a soulIt is the clouded minds of those
24May
Hope
All I have left is hope for loveyet I have no hope for hopeIf I
23May
Don´t say it
Don´t say itFor once it is outYou could never retrieve itIt will be lost in
22May
Scream
Ocean deep blueRiver runs wildAll imagination for youEverything youThe elements of earth and mind NO
21May
The Decision
The time has come The decision is madeThe dream is deadTime to move onAnother dream
20May
Prisoner song
The songs in my heart are caught prisoners By my tongue and my lips Who
19May
Running Free
Running free is why I´m backHere is the answer So long as my lifeBuild a
18May
The dark
If everything is darkWhy do I sit and wait for the light?The meaning of it
17May
A last goodbye
A last goodbye will mean forever An entrance to the land of the will The
16May
Words escape my mind
Words escape my mind, They run though the paper of my heart. What will
15May
Never meant to be
The moon and the sun The me and the you The you and the me
14May
Nothing is perfect
Never is near Near is away Away if far Far is lost Lost is new
13May
Sitting in silence
Sitting in silence within myself You are inside me, inside my soul Now no more
12May
Sitting alone
Sometimes sitting alone and thinking, is scary. Every demon inside you wants to come
12May
No way out
In the beginning men were menIn the beginning flowers bloomedIn the beginning I loved youIn
11May
I waited…
I waited for too long for the moment to arrive, to sacrifice my time I
10May
The journey of the mind
The journey of the mind take spirit of us allThe waking of the mind alerts
09May
Reveal your soul
To reveal my soul to you would leave me naked and alone. How dare you
08May
It Doesn´t Matter
It doesn´t matter what the time is, does it matter what the time brings? Do
07May
In the beginning
It all starts here….