The lights are dimming

I thought I didn´t have any tears left
I thought I had said goodbye to the past
But with tears and saying hello to the present
I write my inner thoughts

The pain I have made you feel
Is the pain I can´t explain
I beg for forgiveness from you
But I need forgiveness from me

I thought I couldn´t love again
I thought the lights were on again forever
But with tears I now know I´m in love
And I know the lights are dimming

In the end it is always the same
The same mistakes made
The same love lost
And my life in the dark forever