Coronavirus Coexistence DAY 93 Saturday, June 13, 2020

A fabulous day to reorganize my mind, as I told you yesterday. I am willing to give my all and implement important changes in my life (well, little by little but at least start with the important ones). Looking back, I see everything I have shared in these chronicles and interviews. I think I’ve driven you a little crazy and you may even be fed up with me. So, once again, I’ve decided to let it go… Next week I have some interviews scheduled, but some will be live and some won’t. And yes, this is how everything will be in the coming months, total chaos. Some days there will be interviews, others not. Some will be live, others will not. This way you will be part of my chaotic life, and you will not know if you are here or there, hahahahahaha…

It seems that there are people who worry (like me before) about their appearance, thinking about what people will say, and they are not sure if they want to do something or not. And I don’t want to force anyone. For this reason, I insist that you should not feel obligated to read this, comment or watch the interviews… Do what you want, just like I do.

Well, now that I have let off some steam, thanks to these chronicles I am a balanced person, hahahahaha. I vomit my words with joy and they stay here to be read or not, and I´m at peace…

Almost nothing strange has happened to me today, strange, right? hahaha. The only thing I can tell you is that today, during my evening walk with my neighborfriend, we realized that everyone was wearing their masks on their arms, as if they were decorative bracelets (me included). Let’s see, if I am 2 meters away from someone, I don’t put it on, if I get close to people, I do put it on. In general, during our walks, we are alone most of the time, and I don’t see the need to wear the damn mask at that time… Anyway, I liked this illustration of the level of importance of certain things this year. hahaha.

And nothing, I continue with the new project that I hope to launch next month. And at the end of everything I’ve talked about this, you’re going to say… Was it just that? Yes just that…

Daily reflection: Melancholy is not an emotion that I usually experience. There are many other emotions that overwhelm me day after day, but that is not one of them. Today I mention it because, although I don’t feel very melancholic, I do feel something, but I haven’t been able to define what it is, although I have some clues… I feel that being imperfect helps me be happy, but sometimes it pushes away the people I love the most. I think that perfect imperfection is where true love lies… It is there where I always go, but where I never arrive… It has been a long time since I repeated these words.

“Always searching for something that isn’t there.”