The real test

Today is the day of the real test. The day when many of my doubts will be clarified and I will be able to move forward knowing more about myself and about you all. It’s a bittersweet feeling but one that had to be present in my life. So super excited… Let me tell you more…

I’ve been thinking for months about locking my blog with a password, but I don’t know why I didn’t do it earlier. It could be because of fear, thinking that I was making another mistake, fear of failure, fear of leaving something unfinished, or not moving forward. But I realize that locking my blog doesn’t mean closing it, it’s simply means putting a barrier between my ideas, thoughts,  craziness, and those who are not ready to admit that, although they think what I’m doing is wrong, still have the need to keep feeding on my content.

Therefore, this is the first censorship post. The first post where I will know for sure who are the  brave, curious, and eager people to follow me on this adventure called life. On my journey of self-discovery, within a space that, although it is private and mine, I share it with all those who, like me, want to delve into my life to perhaps learn a little more about theirs.

I’m nervous to see where this experiment will take me, to see who will be the first to ask me for the password. Will there be surprises? Will there be many? Will people I don’t know ask for the password? Will it be those that I think will ask? Or will they all be cowards and I’ll end up as I’ve always thought, alone?

We’ll have to wait, ladies and gentlemen, to see who is daring and adventurous, and who will stay on the sidelines missing out on all my little life shits.. Sooo excited!!

If you are reading this, thank you very much for being part of my world, for being brave, and for not leaving me alone.